You see the darned thing has been on a unauthorised holiday.
Just sloped off without a word of warning.
Disappeared and left me floundering.
And I didn't like it one bit.
Where had it gone?
And why?Thinking back, it had gone on a bit of a go slow. Okay more than a bit. I was finding it harder and harder to fix on a story and write it. I'd start something, stop it, ignore it, cuss it.
Drink coffee, go for a walk, read, shock horror, even do some ironing, read, knit...
But the writing just wasn't working.
At first I just made excuses. I was away from home. Didn't have laptop and found it harder to write on anything else. There were other things that needed doing, I was tired, didn't get up early...blah, blah, blah.
Then I worried.
What if the mojo stayed away? Never came back to niggle at me or shout in my ear?
I didn't like that idea. But reasoned because the more I worried the less ideas I got, I'd be better not worrying.
Easier said than done.
However I concentrated on other things. Dabbled with some stories I'd begun, read up about some things I was interested in.
Then a couple of days ago the lovely husband and I went for a walk at the coast near to where we live.
We headed for a cliff walk and a footpath in a valley down to a beach.
And I thought...'smugglers'.
So when we came home, got out my books about smuggling in the area, and began to plot.
And thats where everything went off in a totally different direction.
I often find that as I'm falling alseep I get ideas for a story, that when I wake up, I find I've forgotten. I know I'd had an idea, not what it was. Which as you can guess is very frustrating, because of course those ideas were of course, best sellers.
But this time, I woke up with the idea for a story still firmly in my mind. Not just the smugglers, but the idea of them sent my mojo dancing.
I began to write.
Added some more in my mind that night. Woke up and couldn't work out why it actually wasn't written in the doc, I was so convinced it should be. I added it.
Hallelujah.
Welcome back mojo, please don't stay away so long again.
This story is for once, plotted out in my mind. And in some bullet points.
I'm not hurrying it. In fact I'm savouring every word I type. It might be a load of codswallop, who knows. But the important thing is, I'm writing again
I've got the hunger, the need to put those words down. To weave the threads of my ideas together and to create a story I hope others will enjoy. There's no gosl other tan that.
Oh except for me to enjoy writing it.
And I am
And on that note,
Happy reading,
love Raven xxx
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